Farewell Val

Two days ago was my birthday but it was also the day that my friend decided to give her life away. It was really a day that was difficult for me. I did not know how to feel. In the early morning when I've heard that Valerie Tay passed away, my heart was smashed into pieces. It was hard for me to go thru the day, then later close to noon the church celebrated my birthday and I was glad that they celebrated birthday with me. The emotions was like a pendulum swinging from happy to sad many times till the point I felt so numb emotionally.

Then later in the afternoon I was just remembering those good moments with Valerie, which really brought me to tears. I was asking myself why does she have to give up on life. I told myself I could have done more but it was already too late.

Now what we can do.. is to make the best out of the living only. I really pray and hope that this incident will bring back all our close friends who knows her and me especially my best friend. I really hope that through this situation he will turn back to God. I really miss him in church and serving alongside with him.

Val,
You will always be in my heart. I miss you dearly and I hope that I would be seeing you when I return back to my Maker.

Farewell my dear friend, Valerie Tay....