Learning more about Friendship

Honestly speaking...

In the past few months, I have learned a lot about friendship and about the love in a friendship. Friendship should be build in its own pace, time and space. If a friendship grows pre-maturely, you would lose it.

I have been struggling with this feeling in me, but more or less I thank God too because God would never allow me to be tempted beyond what I can handle and He will surely provide a way out. He taught me more about friendship, about letting friendship grow in a healthy pace, time and space. =)

In every situation in life, it should draw us closer to God and in fact i think it did helped me to open up my eyes to God and learn to trust Him more. I remembered what Delicia taught the last time about "Have we forgotten our first love, which is God?"

And I thank God my current situation in life helped me to realize that even as I grew up in life for the past few months in my career, I started to trust him less and this is truly a wake up call for me to learn to turn back to Him.

Be anxious of nothing my friends.... But in everything by prayer and supplication, let our request be made known to God and the peace of God which surpasses all understanding will guard our hearts.

I'm praying for my life and I sure have learned to trust God even more now...

How about you....?
Have you learned to trust in your own strength rather than God now compared to the time when you first accepted God into your heart?

Think about it.... ;)

The tougher the battle is, the sweeter the victory will be...

The tougher the battle is, the sweeter the victory will be....

Somone once commented....
"The most difficult part of missing somebody is not when she is away where you can't see her,
But its when you she is by your side but you can't be with her yet...."

Times I have asked God the reason why and when... but time and time again He tells me to wait... It feels as though God is putting me in the darkness...

And the battle begins in the mind:
Does God really want to put me in the darkness?
OR
Does God want me to wait for the right person at the right time?

God reminded me that there wasn't time when He failed to prove that He is faithful, He knows our every need and He wants what is best for us and there wasn't a time when He withold something good from me unless its for my own good.

Sometimes human can be so impatient, short sighted and selfish but I really thank God that we have a God that sees things in the whole picture, the long term rather than the short term, and guides our every path. He knows what is best for us and when it is best for us as well. Isn't it amazing to know that we have a God that cares about every single minute part of my life even though He has all the world's problems to care about and YET.... He cares about every minute part of our every life.

I know it is still going to be a battle in my spirit and in my mind... But I AM NOT going to give up on God and disobey His laws because I know FIRMLY that His Word is the truth and will guide my every step.

(Takes a deep breath, sighs and smile....Look up at the skies and believe that God knows what is best for me and when)

The other thing is I'm going to start my new job in Accenture really soon. I am really excited about the job and trusting in God to guide my every step. It was my dream in university and I will be achieving that dream tomorrow but in my heart I know that I am a person that is more people oriented than technical oriented. I felt that I should be in the service line, managing people. This has been in my mind for the past few days. I don't know why I am here on this path as many people sometimes even ask for their own job, but what makes a difference for my life is this... I know that God will guide me in the right path at the right time as long as I learn to trust in Him and surrender the rest of my path to Him.

The more we trust God, the more easier He could guide us into His plans and will and time

Thank You God.